Imiss u or???

I wonder if i really do miss u?
or do i miss the feelings u brought upon me?
the way my heart turned from worrying to peace and happiness whenever i was with u..
or how i felt calm and playful whenever u embraced me.
i know these words are all shocks hitting you, since i was a statue whenever i met you.
yet still i wonder do i really miss you?
that golden-brown glowing skin!
abs that'll make women forget the boundries they swore they wouldn't cross tonight!
and your face? captivating does not even begin to describe!
Your eyes? they soften me into u! how can i ever be mad or angry at you!
i call them puppy eyes, I cant help but have love for you when I stare into those eyes...
Your hugs gave me effort - to forgive and let go of that other awful soul thats now in my past!
still i wonder do i miss you? or do i miss how important and cared about you made me feel?
And how you helped me stop hurting!
And all those late nights walking with you right by my side
the feeling of being claimed by you! A guy so sweet, understanding and very sensitive!
or do i miss the late night talks i had the opportunity to have at nights?
i think i've figured it out: i really do miss you but i also miss those feelings you introduced me to...
Frightfully, you let go and hit me with the blow..
Something that belonged to me, followed you when i heard the word goodbye!
It doesnt matter much tho- I will be back for you! Just gotta think of a plot!

BY: Reneelma G. Langdon.... inspired by the sweetest candy i've found so far :)